I'm friends with the monsters inside my head.
This lyric from Rihanna and Eminem's "Monster" is something that really hits home.
70% of my waking hours are spent thinking about death. Not my death perse, just death. The finality of it all and the pointlessness of the living. I don't want to die, but at this point I won't mind if a car runs me over.
I want to sleep. For a really long time. I suppose I am just tired. Mentally as well as physically. Unfortunately I can't change this. So I guess I just live with this.
I am fine. Just need a change I guess.
Don't worry.
Calm.
This lyric from Rihanna and Eminem's "Monster" is something that really hits home.
70% of my waking hours are spent thinking about death. Not my death perse, just death. The finality of it all and the pointlessness of the living. I don't want to die, but at this point I won't mind if a car runs me over.
I want to sleep. For a really long time. I suppose I am just tired. Mentally as well as physically. Unfortunately I can't change this. So I guess I just live with this.
I am fine. Just need a change I guess.
Don't worry.
Calm.
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